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feeling worthless, finally happy knowing it

i struggled for years with the feeling that i was in the wrong place. Now i have come to terms with being worthless. i know i am on track when serving others, usually doing what i don't want for someone i don't value.
i would like to have a pen pal relationship with other bottoms who are finding happiness in service and knowledge of their worthlessness.

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Sex Preferences

Use condomsNo, Bareback only
I preferBottom
I'm aChubby Chaser
DemeanorMasculine
OutEveryone knows
HIV StatusNegative

Appearance

EthnicityCaucasian / White
National heritageAmerican
BuildA few extra pounds
Height175 cm
Eye ColorBlue
Hair ColorSalt and pepper
Hair LengthShort
Facial HairFull beard
Best featureSmile
Body ArtOther
Health ConditionNo special condition
Endowment (length)Average
Endowment (width)Average
CircumcisedYes

Situation

Relationship StatusIn a relationship
Has childrenNo children
Wants kidsNo
Housing SituationAll is calm
Living ArrangementsWith roomate(s)
Wants to RelocateNo
Has a carYes

Education & Employment

EducationUniversity Bachelors
SpecialtyComputers / Electronic
Employment StatusRetired
Annual incomeup to $25,000
Job Titleengineer/scientist, retired

Looking For

I prefer:Intelligence
My perfect matchalready have a lover. am here to share with others about humiliation and joy of bottoming.
Our first datechatting

BDSM Preferences

I'm turned on byA combination of all, Sadism / Masochism (S&M), Bondage / Discipline (B&D), Domination / Submission (D&S)
My role isBottom
I am seekingFriendship
I live the lifestyleOnly when I can
Experience levelIntermediate
I enjoyBondage, Chastity devices, Collar & lead / leash, Confinement / caging, Depilation / shaving, Foot / shoe worship, Physical humiliation, Power exchange, Spanking, Verbal humiliation
Open To Photos & VideosDepends on the partner
My most pleasurable encounter waschatting with another bottom who is exploring humiliation, worthlessness, chastity, dog-service, etc.

Fetishes

FetishesArmpits, Exhibitionism, Shoes / Boots

Sexual Activities

I enjoy sex:A couple times a week
Sex isAlways on my mind
Most partners at once:Gangbang
Dirty talkDepends on the person
Night life:Adult theaters, Dungeon clubs

Sexual Interests

CybersexEvery once in a while
Oral Sex isMy favorite
Anal sex isLove ass play, but not penetration
Sex toys:Cock ring
Size matterSometimes, depends on the person
"Off Limits":my ass is off limits to everything. my mouth is available for everything but scat. (rimming is great, though!)

Sexual Fantasies

Sexual fantasyliving as a dog, urinal, cook for a Man who can be cruel but knows how to train such. sleep on floor beside bed. wait by door for Master to return home. beg for spanking, piss, chastity device. urinal service for Master's friends at party or in bar.
Fantasy locationTrain, At a park, Dark alley, Movie theatre, On the beach, Public bathroom, Restaurant
Fantasy sex partner:Indifferent Master who permits me to live on floor as long as i give good service. preferably would rarely permit me out of my chastity device. Master would enjoy spanking me for minor infractions, require oral foot work, boot licking, expect oral butt wipes after bowel movements. Master would occasionally require i only watch when he pisses in toilet. Occasionally would lock me away in cage rather than on floor of bedroom.

Spanking Preferences

Kind of spanking:Disciplinary Spanking
Role:I prefer being spanked
Use safety words:Always
Turns me on:Being sent to a room to wait, Being Told to Remove Pants, Being Told to Assume the Position, Being Told to Fetch the Implement, Be surprised and taken without any warning
I like to wear:no
Include sex and orgasm:Depends on my partner
Positions:OTK - Over the knee, Over a chair / bed / desk, Over the masters lap, Kneeling on something with hands on floor, Handcuffed to bed, Tied to something outside in a safe area
Implement:Newspapers, Belt, Wooden Spoon
Response:Embarrassment / Obedience
Pain level:Light Marks