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Fiesty, alone and lost.

I struggled for years about who and how I am. First when it came to being able to admit I tended to prefer woman and even more when I started to realize I was into things the world around me seemed to frown at me for. After years of being put in bad situations I am tired. In the most pure moments of exchanging control with someone, came the rare times I felt completely safe and content. I don't want to feel so alone in what I want so I suppose I was drawn here. I'm not sure how to describe myself, but I at least want to be honest. I am who I am and I won't feel guilty for that. I probably should be writing something funny or more revealing about who I am but this is what came to mind.

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EthnicityCaucasian / White
National heritageRussian
BuildA few extra pounds
Height5' 3" (160 cm)
Eye ColorDepends on my mood
Hair ColorDark blonde
Hair LengthShort
Best featureEyes
Body ArtPierced... but only ear(s), Other
My attractiveness:Attractive


Relationship StatusSingle
Has childrenNo children
Wants kidsNo
Wants to RelocateYes
Has a carYes

Education & Employment

EducationHigh school Diploma - GED or equivalent

Looking For

Must haveIntelligence, Humor, Empathy, Boldness, Wit, Thoughtfullness
My perfect matchOh heck, that's hard to explain. It's more about whether their personality is a match for mine. I need someone who has enough of an intellect to not only keep up with me but challenge me. Not to sound mean or whatever but most conversations I tend to find boring or draining. I want someone that talking to them energizes me and makes me really think. There's probably more to it then that but in my head it's more of a general ideal... I wouldn't want to close myself off to someone because of certain things set in my head.
Our first dateWhelp as long as it doesn't involve anything illegal or puts someone in real danger I'm not sure it matters... just not the movies or somewhere super loud. I'm not sure what the point of a date where you can't talk when you are just first getting to know each other would be.

BDSM Preferences

I'm turned on byBondage / Discipline (B&D), Domination / Submission (D&S)
My role isSubmissive
I am seekingA mentor / teacher
Open To Photos & VideosDepends on the partner

Sexual Activities

Sex isAwesome but not a priority
Most partners at once:Threesome M/F/F
Dirty talkDepends on the person

Sexual Interests

Anal sex isGreat with the right partner
Sex toys:Ben Wa balls, Butt plugs/probes, Clitoral stimulator, Dildos/Vibrators, Strap-ons
Size matterSometimes, depends on the person
"Off Limits":No blood or human waste, other stuff I suppose if I'm talking with someone where that's a concern I can explain more then.

Sexual Fantasies

Fantasy sex partner:A Dominant woman that has me wanting to submit to her. I want someone who would enjoy teasing me and wouldn't mind if I teased back a little. Someone who would reinforce her control over me but was able to take care of me after if I needed it. Someone who could push my limits and challenge me without breaking me. I don't know how to put it all together.

Femdom Preferences

Intensity level:I relish in regular discipline
Desired Persona:Changes with my partners
Ideal session:Well, one where I was pushed to submit and teased until I couldn't take it anymore and not given release until I properly begged for it... I'm not sure if that's my ideal but it certainly plays a role in my fantasies.
Ultimate femdom fantasy:I'm sorry... I'm not really sure.