Educated and successful, I enjoy the absolute extremes of kink - physical and emotional. I travel with work a lot, mainly spending half my time in the UK, half in the US.
I can actually Dom and have a lot of experience doing it from about 15 years in the BDSM scene, but after a very intense and borderline abusive relationship, I am changed and there is a big part of me that wants to experience that feeling of being abused again (feel free to ask me about the relationship, but it was too long to detail out here). I really hope for someone to see through me and can hit my weak spots and insecurities. Just like everyone I have secrets and insecurities which I am not quick to share, but which break me if they're chipped away at.
I work in a high powered job and come across as confident to most, but there is that side that craves to be beaten down. I want to make people smile at my humiliation, revel in my self loathing, exploit me for their benefit and ultimately have absolutely no respect for me as a person.
I'm interested in the most extreme emotional dynamics that kink has to offer.
To begin with, I'd like to talk to someone online and build up a dynamic, but very willing to progress from there. And I understand how things work from both perspectives - sub women suffer, sub men give.